hi son its been awhile god its been tough your little sister is getting so big now but her being here as helped us to heal a little bit but we miss you so much mummy struggles to talk about you sometimes and i talk about you all the time what hurts the most tho am not gonna see you play with your brothers and sisters am not gonna see you grow into a handsome man but as long as we love you u can be damn sure i will see you again my boy